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happens in the movies, happens in the real life

Mar 11th 2010, 11:50 PM 0 raters


H: -Will I see you again?

S: -I will come back in summer. 
She knew she was lying but she couldn’t stand seeing him crying. She started crying.


H: -did you arrive?

S: -Oh yeah, baby, that was so hot!

H: (doubting) you use that tone of voice when you are trying to be sexy.

Poor guy, he didn't know she faked all the time.

S: -17 years are many years.
H: -If 17 are many, imagine 31!
She tried to convince him love has no age.

He: -If I were 10 or 15 years old younger I'd take you with me.
She: (thinking) Where have I heard this before?
He: -you are almost a kid, a pretty one tho.

He: -It's  awesome. loving that dress and the legs and the cleavage and your pretty face

He: -Lately you haven't told me that you love me when before you use to say it hundreds of time.
She: (thinking) Maybe because I don't love you anymore.
Love is forever …..until it ends.

He: -Oh sexy baby, I want you to be my bitch!
She: I don't want to be a bitch.
He: -just at night.
She: -and what would I be the rest of the day?
He: -my wife during the day, my bitch at night.

She: -I love you so much
He: -you don't!
She: -ok. (thinking) I used to care for you…now I don't give a fuck.

He: -I don't want to fuck you. I want to make love to you. Show you how beautiful it can be…
She: -I forgot it can be that way.
She had never heard anything like that.

He: -I love you!
She: -no, you don't!
He: -how can you know what I feel? I think I made a mistake by telling you this…. I'm off now.

She: - I love you. (She was testing him… she didn't love him anymore as she knew he was a jerk).
He: -do you love me enough to let me ……….. ¿¿??
She: -no, I don't love you but I'd love to try it with you.

He: -do you think, there is a chance, that someday you could have feelings for me and we could actually date? be honest.
She: -you are a great guy.
She had feelings for him before, now she needed someone to learn from, not a boy who needs to be tought.

He: -he turned you gay with his bad heterosexual sex.
She: yes, he probably did. His ex-girlfriend is now gay as long as I know I cant blame her though.

She: -let's marry!
He: -maybe, but I need to test the car before I buy it.

He: -the one who loses someone that can really love him/her …. lose a lot.
She: -I know.

He: -it would have been better if you came here
She: -I know.

Tags: life  dream  movie  real  scene 

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Saying and doing are two different things

Mar 11th 2010, 12:07 AM 1 raters


I have realized that I have been doing nothing this year. I have just been lazy and living akward situations in a foreign country. I must get out of this shit. Today, I wrote him a Happy Birthday message. He didn't even bother himself to reply me until night and saying "I don't celebrate birthdays but thank you". What a boring dude!  I guess we won't see each other never again. I don't care I have more important things in my mind now.

I practically have not head for boys at this moment of my life. It's funny how I'm so worried but at the same time I do nothing to solve my problems. I need to think what the hell I'm gonna do. It seems there's no way to escape for the Thesis so I will better start doing it as soon as possible but anytime I try to start I cant. I decided I will do it about Brazil and its new position as leader of Latin America lol. Btw, my major is in International Relations.

I will be going to a course about customs (yeah, I would like to get a job in customs). But what I would like the most is being a linguist. Kinda difficult I know.
Anyway, now we are all talking about the spring break holidays. We are going to camp in the beach…so exciting …smoking pot and drinking beer. (Everybody is exciting about the pot part). Karen is exciting about meeting foreign guys and me? Well, I'm ok … even if I will miss 3 classes of customs coz I will be in the beach.

I need to get a tent coz I don't wanna be homeless again. Last Saturday Oxy told me: "I got a tent but it's for 2 people". I thought: me and you together in a tent? No, thanks. I prefer to sleep outdoors hahahaha. I need a tent but Karen, Jorge and I in the same tent doesn't sound funny. Jorge is my friend, we have travelled together to the other side of the world. He said he gave me the half of a tent and I can keep them.

I forgot, I will do an international language examen on March 25th. I'm excited about it. I guess I must study.

So, I guess my plan now is experience job for 4 hours per day, thesis and learning all I can now.

I'm going now to watch the El Clon.
Küss!!!!


Tags: friends  tent  thesis  futute  spring break 

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confused about everything

Mar 10th 2010, 12:02 AM 0 raters


I''m so confused.

the only thing I want now is to graduate as soon as possible.
I cant lose time but I don't know how I'm going to accomplish my mission.

Last weekend my last professor gave me my project. She did good observations and said it was a good project. But, I don't know what to do.

I'm tired of all.
I'm looking for new ways to graduate.
and some is a kind of job and later make a report about it.
But, there's one job near my home but its not very related to my major so I don't know. There's a cool one about Chile but its far from my house.

I don't know. I must decide fast

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A summary of the weekend

Mar 8th 2010, 01:42 AM 1 raters


What can I say about the last 3 days of my iife?

On Friday I met my friend at the same place as usual. First. I met Karen. I didn't see Rodrigo nor other handsome guy hahaha. I went home early. I also had a little accident coz I fell down and I hurt my foot..right foot as usual. No, no, I wasn't drunk at all. It was something about the floor.

On Saturday we left to Alex's town where we celebrate his birthday. He invited many friends and his family. We (the cool guys) were about 11, including 2 Germans girls that he met in his last trip. But, there were also a boy called Adrian. Everybody said he was into me hahaha. OMG. I didn't have a place to sleep so he said: I have more tents. I asked him for one and he was very kind he put all the tent and even prepare the inside for me hahaha. The next day.. I was trying to take down the tent and he came again to help me.

Today, Sunday he even gave me his sit while he was eating coz I arrived a bit late coz I bought an ice cream first so I didn't get a sit. Aww, so cute.
On our way home, we were talking a lot. He is cool but he has a Emo hair style hahahaha, he is 23 and he said he would like to study History and that he doesn't like chocolates (JUST LIKE ME). This is crazy!

Did I want to kill Alex this time? Yes, even if it was his birthday.
Did I get drunk? Not at all. I just drank 1 beer hahaha
I think I ate too much. I don't feel very well. I think I will be on diet from now on hahaha.

Adrian said: "you are going to the beach trip … so we will meet again there" huh OMG
I will write more abt the weekend later :)

Tags: crazy  weekend  haha  bday  love is in the air 

My Mood: Loving Loving

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Again?

Mar 5th 2010, 12:07 AM 1 raters


Hola, qué tall?

I'm so tired again.
Today I have been cleaning all my house and now it's very clean hahaha
I also had an exam. It wasn't that difficult but when my brain was still processing the audio of question 1 suddenly the audio of question 2 started ahaha so I had to be very fast.

I confess I still haven't started my research hahaha I'm such a loser =(

maybe  I will do it tomorrow. I don't know. I have so many things to do and in the afternoon my friends and I are going to go to the Kosovo (that's the name of the bar lol ). Yes, that's the place where I met Rodrigo, so there's a possibility that I can see him again but honestly I don't care too much...who knows?

It seems I'm getting sick ...flu .... maybe is h1n1 hahaha no, im kidding...
i will try to wake up early tomorrow...

Tags: life  pie 

My Mood: Laughing Laughing

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Fuerza Chile!

Mar 3rd 2010, 11:48 PM 2 raters


I'm tired again. I can't way to jump into my bed.
Today I met my friend karen and we asked about the half time jobs. I might be applying for a job in the Chilean consulate.

As, I had to wait for Karen I was in my faculty with Armando (he is a classmate). He is kinda annoying but he he is smart. Anyway, I think he is in love with me hahahaha or he is just crazy. Once he said he couldn't focus on the class coz there were many pretty girls in the class and he is always moving in the class. I guess he must stop eating sugar. Also, today he was touching and even smelling my hair WTF!!! and he paid for my breakfast hahaha I wanted to pay for it but he insisted so I had to agree. Plus, my financial situation is not very good lol …so what the hell? :D

Anyway, I haven't started my research and I have many problems to focus on this. I must do it soon. I wrote to my ex boss and she replied very fast. She said theres no one like me hahaha and that I should visit her soon to go to eat. I will.

Something funny that happened once with Ivette was that he wrote to her friend called Luis but she made a mistake and she actually wrote to a Luis in Chile hahaha. Now, she says she is worried coz he hasn't replied her emails, crazy. I feel sad for those people in Chile … but I know Chile is a great country that will overcome this … Fuerza Chile =)

I have also had strange situations when people wrote me or added me by mistake, for example a Syrian man added me thinking I was his daughter hahaha and some peruvians guys also added me thinking I was their classmates. Funny situations. It was a time when many French guys were adding me and I was like "oh my god!!!!". I got to talk with one from Paris and he said they make a mistake coz my mail finish in .com and her in .fr. I allso received an email asking me about my vacations with my 3 children hahaha oh my god!!!!  So funny.

btw, I wrote an SMS to my father and he called me he is sick  lol =(
I'm off now =) kiss.


Tags: job  funny  Fuerza Chile  clone 

My Mood: Naughty Naughty

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I need to do it now!

Mar 2nd 2010, 10:14 PM 7 raters



I dont know why I feel tired and sleepy all the time.
I have to work on thesis but I havent done anything. I feel I have not a path to follow.
I always say : “I will do it tomorrow” but I dont do anything hahaha.
I feel a bit bad about this.
I promise I will change.

Lately, I go home everyday with a boy of my class. He is doing his master’s in my faculty so I talked to him about my thesis problems.
He used to sit next to me in the class. Thank God now he doesnt coz he was bothering me all the time. Maybe he has a secret crush on me hahaha I hope not! Today, he said: why dont you come with me to the faculty?. Me: no, thanks. I got stuff to do. hahaha He even said he would invite me to eat... hmm..strange.

Tomorrow, I will go to see what I need to get a kinda of job and probably I will start to work on my topic. Yeah, I must do it coz I need to graduate before August.
So my new plan is this: I will find a job (a kinda of training job we have) and I will write my thesis and going to my languages classes. So, I will have some money (I need it coz I'm running out of money) and get ready to go far away in 2011 in a program that needs young people like me =) so exciting! 

by the way, my father hasnt called me :( I thought about asking him for his financial support to her unemployed daughter hahaha but he disappeared. That's not new from him. He disappeared when I was a kid and I actually got to met him when I was 18 years old. But, thats other story. So, I don't know If I should text him or something. After all he is my father and I need support. I guess I will. But what can I write?
"Hi, how are you?". I don't know… I have never called him "dad".

Tags: job  future  money  move  relatives 

My Mood: Laughing Laughing

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A Joke to start the week

Mar 2nd 2010, 12:06 AM 9 raters


The manager of a large office noticed a new guy one day and told him to come into his office. "What's your name?" the manager asked.

"John," the new guy replied.

The manager scowled, "Look, I don't know what kind of a namby-pamby place you worked at before, but I don't call anyone by their first name. It breeds familiarity and that leads to a breakdown in authority. I refer to my employees by their last name only - Smith, Jones, Baker - that's all. I am to be referred to only as Mr. Robertson. Now that we got that straight, what is your last name?"

The new guy sighed and said, "Darling. My name is John Darling."

"Okay, John, this want I want you to do ....

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South Africa

Feb 27th 2010, 11:56 PM 0 raters


Everything is good. Today I bought some programs for my Mac but I cant make them work. Dammit, who said having a Mac was cool? Actually, it kinda sucks. I got a book that included a CD for the computer and my stupid mac cant read it. I cant install my stupid printer!!!! The new and coolest ICQ version is not available for Mac and more other stuff bother me.

But, I admit my MacBook is beautiful =) PC are so ugly! Besides that stuff my Mac works excellent. Hey, and the say Mac cant get virus loll! Anyway, talking about good things in life I will choose my favorite teams for South Africa 2010 (I will put them in green)… tell me which teams are your favorites. ;) I

Group A                            Group B
France                             Argentina
Mexico                            Greece
South Africa                    Nigeria

Uruguay                           South Korea

Group C                          Group D
Algeria                          Australia
England                        Germany
Slovenia                          Ghana
USA                                 Serbia

Group E                         Group F
Cameroon                      Italy
Denmark                       New Zealand
Netherlands                  Paraguay
Japan                            Slovakia

Group G                        Group H
Brazil                            Chile
Ivory Coast                   Honduras
North Korea                  Spain
Portugal                        Switzerland

What do you think? Aren't I a guru?  lmao =D
by the way, I'm running out of money =( I guess I need a job
or a way to get money. Maybe I can get some money for writing my thesis
a boy in my class told me they paid him for that lol.
Oh, yeah I have been thinking about my future. It seems Im leaving in 2011.

Today was a a good day but in the morning my teacher told me about the earthquake in Chile ...dammit, what is happening in the world? first Haiti and now Chile.. what's next? =(

seems we are paying for waht we have done to the Earth! But hey, this was a post about football :D so smile

Tags: 2010  football  guru  Earth  South Africa 

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My mind is clear now

Feb 25th 2010, 12:19 AM 8 raters


Im starting to see all clear. Today I talked with my friend Rachel and she told me I should start to find my “practice job”  now . So, I will go on Friday to see what are the options. YEah, the time of being lazy is going to finish. My English class is going great. I have a 2 news friends, a guy that is doing his masters degree in my faculty and a girl from Spain.

I'm also thinking about taking a course of redaction since I really would like to be a writer and also, of course, in order to write my thesis. I'm so excited. I checked my grades last week and I got 91 of 100 during my 4.5 years of University. I'm smart!!! =D If I do a good thesis I can graduate with honors!!

My friend Rachel, she is such a nice girl, is doing some practices and writing her thesis. I think I can do it also. Of course, I won't leave my languages classes since I would like to be a linguist!! 

This week was the Rio Group summit with all presidents of the Latin American and the Caribbean countries. YEsterday, I watched an interview with Chavez and today with the Argentinian PResident, so suddenly I got it. I will write my thesis about Las Islas Malvinas ( Falkland Islands) that is an issue between Argentina and the UK that involves geopolitics and I will include the importance of the UN. Seems cool, isn't it? 

I will check what has been written about it. But, I'm glad that it seems I got a topic!!! and he is out of my life. Ohh, my ex boyfriend wrote me an email saying he missed me :-O Strange, strange.

New Chinese classes are starting soon. I would like to join .. I dont know. I cant even speak proper French =( I must stop being lazy. Im thinking about quitting and start a new language like German or even Chinese, but I know that is damn difficult. Maybe later. Je veux parle français. Oh, PRassito, I like very much the song Emanuela by Fettes Brot lol

Yesterday, I went shopping with my mom and I got some nice stuff. Tomorrow after my class, I'm going to buy my ticket for a concert with cold play and  other groups. I will go with my friends!


I'm a happy Bee bee
a Queen Bee (that's why I'm lazy lol) 

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